intro

I survived a stroke on feb 3rd, 2007 and this is my attempt to chronicle that event and everything since that day..

edit:aug 15, 2008 i really did feel that way when i wrote the intro, honest. but way to much time has passed to do this properly. mainly due to my memory failing me. i'll see what i can do.

Friday, July 3, 2009

i got to thinking

what if im in a coma. and if that is the case, when and how did it happen. i mean ive been close to death a few times in my life. what if it was a much closer close call than i thought. what if that truck actually rear ended me with much more damage to the car and to me.

no one i talk to in this 'coma world' would know, they are actually 'out' sitting by my bed, reading novels to me and getting all the kids to sing songs.

now i doubt this is the case, but 'if' it is, how the fuck do i wake up and if i do, will i be compelled to blog about the experience?

peace

2 comments:

SirFWALGMan said...

I think I avoided drugs through this kind of thinking.. like what if I was really a coke head, but I was stuck in this delusional world that seemed normal and had me not on drugs... so I never wanted to do drugs...

Slayre said...

well, i also miss speading smooth creamy peanut butter on to a fresh slice of bread.

maybe i am a coke head. in a coma.

i miss being able to 'stop on a dime'. if a cop were to holer 'freeze' at me, i just might get shot.

i could have gone on forever bout the things i miss, but i think it might have become mundane rather quickly.