still paralyzed

sorry for not posting. been busy with rebuilding my bankroll as i had to cash what i had due to not working since july or so.....so no paycheck....

it took me about a year to get the 3 grand i took out in august, i wished i could remember how i did it. i know i was not crippled nor retarded...

yes i used a potentially offensive word, but the intent is not offensive, nor malicious so get over it. its how i feel lately. not remembering people i met yesterday, not finding my glasses which are on my face, but mostlt crapping or pissing my pants cuz i can't make it to the toilet in a timely manner....

i haven't got any of the pics i wanted to get, but i have not given up yet....

i'm not looking forward to the holidays..... maybe my dad will just bring me a plate..........

and i'll prolly have to miss the winter gathering this year, lesson i win a ton o cash soon...

will try to be more cheerful for next post

prace