i got to thinking

what if im in a coma. and if that is the case, when and how did it happen. i mean ive been close to death a few times in my life. what if it was a much closer close call than i thought. what if that truck actually rear ended me with much more damage to the car and to me.

no one i talk to in this 'coma world' would know, they are actually 'out' sitting by my bed, reading novels to me and getting all the kids to sing songs.

now i doubt this is the case, but 'if' it is, how the fuck do i wake up and if i do, will i be compelled to blog about the experience?

peace

few things i miss

running - i dont have the fight or flight option currently. had a bull chase me not too long after discharge. lil dog saved me. i think i peed, dont rightly recall

sex - these are in no particular order

eating ice cream

long hot showers - standing that is.

live poker tournreys - i signed up for a charity event coming up in october.

work related responsibilty - not really.

dressing up - i suppose my pops or my friend could and would help me, but there hasnt really been an occassion.

peace

that third thought

im not entirely sure if this was actually what i was thinking at the time of the last entry, but no nevermind cuz i think this alot anyway. here it is..

i am convinced that padma laksmi smells divine. she certainly is a beautiful woman and ive no doubt that men other than myself have different thoughts when they see her. but all ican think about is how lovely it would be to get close enuff to her to smell her...

i could be very wrong. she might stink to high heaven, tho that is not very likely.

anyhoo that was it i think. every tme i see her, i think man i bet she smells good.

i dont think i ever saw top chef before the stroke, so it could very well be part of the brain damage.

peace

some thoughts

i've had bout three thoughts bouncing around my head fer da last month or so and thought i would share them. i normally share these sort of things wit the bbs site of my online gaming friends, but 1) i think they r getting tired of my 'ramblings' and 2) i have not put anything here in a bit.

i said 3 thoughts, maybe typing out two of them will jog my memory on the third.
lets see.

1)contrary to what i suppose all reality game show contestants think, there is no slim line between arrogance and confidence. for those that believe there is, consider youself arrogant.

2)this is for fabio, current contestant on top chef. green and yellow do not make blue. how ever blue and yellow do make green.
(i hope a producer told you to be less of a 'thinker' and more of a chef, cuz you are really starting to annoy me.

3) didn't work. maybe there were only two. i suppose once i get back to my time traveling recliner, it wll come to me, i'll say 'oh yeah' and promise myself to edit this entry post haste, then i'll say ' yeah right' and chuckle.

julia stiles is smoking hot.

that wasn't it. that just popped into my head.

peace

change a tire wit one arm, i dare ya

heh, i wish i could say i am capable of that, alas i am not.

i had a flat tire cpl 3 weeks ago or so, and i managed to get the spare out of the trunk but could not find the jack and related tools to save my life.

the nice man that mows my yard fer me said to call him if i ever needed anything, so i called him. he sent some young men to help me out. they got it all worked out cept the donut was a bit low, but had enuff pressure to get me to the nearest fix it place. thankfully, i didnt have to go on the highway.

i spent about 3 hours there while they gave me a new tire, fixed the spare and changed my oil. gave my ass, i paid.

this story would have been much more interesting had it been typed with two hands.

and i believe the flat tire was some time in november as i recall telling my family about it during our holiday gathering.

peace and love
merry fricking christmas
hug all the children

guess what

i almost made a post today.

i know its been awhile. lets blame the computer game ' age of conan ' which has replaced 'city of heroes' as my mmorpg of choice.

peace